就如此而已

终于亲手把礼物交到你手上了_不过_很遗憾_你给的第一个反应竟是一声'咳'_当时我好像听到心碎声_突然觉得自己做的一切_只是渺小的行为,不会得到你的珍惜_算了_反正一切我已预测了_毕竟你曾说过"不用再送我礼物了"_
放学了_同学向我问问题_没法二人世界_看到你很懊恼_背起书包_不说一声就去了补习_我_不知所措_
看来我拥有一个难忘的银色情人节_多谢你_
#cut wrist,hope for die#

Red 0kra

0hmig0d...I just can't wait to witness the brand new appearance of the red 0kra! >.<
Strictly speaking, I've planted most of them since last April! O.O and only few of them survived >.<
It disappointed me, needless to say....
I've done my job, my routine- water them during recess or after school...
watching them transform from a quiet seed, into naughty young shoot and now, perhaps still at the teenager stage..
Pumpkin was one of my biggest despondency T.T It grew very very very well at the beginning..with big green leaves...maybe due to the 'munching' of ants on the leaves, they have R.I.P ...
anyhow, I put effort still onto okra, and chillies...
come on vege, GROW !! BE STRONG !!

Both on the sixth day of seedling ....
Life goes on....
To be continue.....

Wrapping's done!

wh00h00~~! I used err 1 and the half h0ur wrapping and writing a card... :p
I got to admit that I'm sucks in wrapping =.= ( but not square shape)

Hope he likes it...we'll know tomorrow ...

喉咙痒痒。。想唱歌。。

am in l0ve with this few s0ngs...pr0bably they suit me well.. :c

Hey stranger how you've been.....

                        h0w c0me when I reach 0ut my finger, it feels like m0re than distance between uS

因为我不知道下一辈子还是否能遇见你。。。

                                                                     害怕痛， 但又想牵起手。。

Parliament

For once in my life I get to step into parliament today..It was an excursion organised by Form Six teacher,for our PA subject,wish to enhance our knowledge on it besides to grow interest in each and everyone on this famous for its boringness subject~we departed from school around 11am and were asked to enter the dewan negara quietly..the place was damn cold and everyone of us were shivering.this worsen my difficulties in breathing.what the hell...
Those politician were already on their so call forum by the time we entered..it seems like many concerning issues were being discussed,asked for agreement and so forth..sooner,some of us lost interest in paying attention to their speech..from my observation,some politician was very serious when he talked,some paused a lot which is quite a nuisance for me,one female spoke like there is no full stop,faster than the bullet train it seems..sitting inside there for an hour made me cannot cough out loud.lol..Then,we were invited to visit the dewan rakyat.the one where display fights,shouting,even body language.everyone knows about it...unfortunately,the upcoming persidangan will only held in october..it disappointed us all..so bad haha...After the question and answer session,its time to bid farewell..not to forget to capture photos as memories..one of my friend was so not kiasi!he kept mentioning bersih=.=
About 130pm we started our journey back to school,which is like 15minutes distance?
Everyone seems tired.me plus a headache..why am I becoming so weak these few days??
the two of us didnt talk much too.i wonder why....
#when all you want is silent#